A weird nostalgic feeling came out of me tonight when I was with you. Maybe it was the words I had said earlier, “everything was so different a year ago” that echoed the dark caves of my mind. But when the feeling hit me, and the tears start streaming, what am I supposed to do? Hide my face? Cry out for help? Just do nothing? What was it about tonight that made me feel this way. Why was I crying? The feeling of you comforting me with your “I love yous” and your warm hugs with your long arms was just impeccable from what I had. I never had it in the past, and its seperates me from the past, because I know whats real, and whats not.